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You think you're the one dying inside? My life is 24/7 BAD.
你以為只有你痛不欲生嗎？我的生活每時每刻都像是地獄。
I'm sorry. - No, no...
對不起。-不要...
I mean, the only happiness I get is when I'm out with my son.
我唯一的快樂就是跟我兒子出去。
I've been to marriage counseling, I've done things I never thought I would have to do.
我去找了婚姻咨詢，我做了我從來沒想過我會做的事。
I lit candles, bought self-help books, lingerie.
我點了蠟燭，買了自助讀物，女性內衣...
Did the candles help?
蠟燭有用嗎？
Hell, no! All right, I don't love her the way she needs to be loved and I don't even see a future for us.
有個鬼用！我沒法用她想要的方式愛她，我甚至根本看不到我們的未來。
But then I look at my little boy sitting across from me and I think I would suffer any torture to be with him for all the minutes of his life.
但當我看到我的小兒子坐在我對面的桌子上，我就覺得我愿意承受一切折磨，只要能跟他一起，度過他生命中的每一刻。
You know, I don't wanna miss out on one.
我一刻也不想錯過。
But then, there's no joy or laughter in my home, you know? I don't want him growing up in that.
但另一事實是，我的家里沒有歡樂，沒有笑聲。我不希望他在這樣的環境中長大。
Oh, no laughter? That's terrible. My parents have been together 35 years, and even when they had a bad fight, they end up laughing like crazy.
沒有笑聲？那可太糟了。我的父母在一起已經有35年了，而即使他們大吵一架之后，他們依然笑得很開心。
I just...I don't wanna be one of those people who are getting divorced at 52 and falling down into tears...
我只是...我不想變成那種人：在52歲時離了婚，流著眼淚...
admitting that they never really loved their spouse, and they feel their life has been sucked up into a vacuum cleaner.
承認自己從來沒有愛過自己的伴侶，感覺自己的生活好像完全被吸塵器吸走一樣，一片空虛。
You know, I want a great life. I want her to have a great life, she deserves that. All right?
我想擁有美好的生活，我也希望她擁有美好的生活，這是她應得的。對嗎？
But we're just living in the pretense of a marriage, responsibility, you know, all these just...ideas of how people are supposed to live.
但現在我們只是假裝維系著婚姻與責任，過著那種...人們覺得你該過的那種日子。
But then l...I have these dreams...
然后，我...我做了一個夢...
