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I said to him, "Are your legs bothering you?"
我對他說 "你的腿還讓你感到痛苦嗎?
and he said "Yes", and I said er "Is it from the job?" and he said "No" He said "It's from the torture" which he'd never said before.
他說 "是的"我問 "是因為工作嗎"他說 "不是，是因為折磨"他從來沒有說過這點
Er, he'd never introduced this topic.
他從來沒有談過這個話題
The interpreter who was very skilled er, as er in this work as well, she and I looked at each other and so I said "From the torture?"
翻譯在這方面也很有經驗對這個工作很了解我和她相互對視然后我問 "是因為折磨?"
and then he went into it and he said "Yes, when my legs hurt," he says "I remember everybody who died there,
然后他繼續講他說 "是的，當我腿疼痛時"他說 "我就想起那里的所有人"
I don't feel I have any right to be alive" and he said that um, it brings it all back to me again
我覺得自己沒有活下來的權利他說，這些感情重新襲來
and he said "and I don't know what to do with this", and er he said "I er I feel like I have no purpose"
他說，我不知道該怎么做他說，我覺得自己沒有目標
and I saw him as really being a good father er and a good husband and so I turned to his wife er,
在我看來，他已經是個很好的父親很好的妻子了，所以我轉向他的妻子
partly because I wasn't, I was a little , trying to th.. get some time here to think
部分原因是我.我想爭取點時間思考
how things had taken this turn so I turned to his wife and
事情怎么會出現這一轉向于是我轉向他的妻子
I said "Do you think it's right that er, do you think he's right that he has no reason to be alive?"
我說 "你覺得這對嗎?"你覺得他找不到活下去的理由，對嗎?
Because I thought she'd easily be able to say "He's such a good father and a provider "
因為我以為她會自然而然地說他是個好父親，養家糊口
and a good husband", er but before she was able to answer
是個好父親"但是在她回答我問題之前
he raised his hand and he said "Don't ask her because she has never heard me talk about this."
他抬起手，說"別問她"她從來沒有聽過我說這些"
He said "I've never told anyone about this."
他說 "我從來沒有對別人說起這些"
And then put, and then his kids who were really lively had stopped moving and playing and
然后把手放下，他的孩子真的活潑可愛也不動了，不玩耍了
they were kind of standing there and looking at me, and he put his hand on his son's head um
他們就站在那里，看著我他把手放在兒子的頭上
and he, his son was named after his brother who was a priest who had been killed,
他給兒子取了他弟弟的名字他弟弟是個牧師，也遇害了
and he said "And when my son grows up" he says "I want him to know about his brother who gave his life."
他說 "我兒子長大以后"我想讓他知道我的弟弟他奉獻了自己的生命"
And my point in telling you this is that it was really moving, it was extremely unexpected,
我告訴你們這個故事的目的是它真的很感人，也出乎意料
and it was a profound breakthrough er for him and it happened as you can tell in the story
這對他來說，是個重大的突破你們可以看出來，
