And so the very inexperienced that in college had made me feel insecure and make me wanna play by others's rules.
無經驗讓我在大學時缺乏自信,讓我愿意遵循他人的規則。
Now was making me actually take risks I didn't even realize were risks.
如今它讓我敢于接受挑戰,那些我根本沒意識到的挑戰。
When Darren asked me if I could do ballet, I told him that I was basically a ballerina, which by the way I wholeheartedly believed.
當Darren問我是否能跳芭蕾時,我跟他說我基本就是個芭蕾舞者,當時我真心是這樣認為的。
When it quickly became clear and preparing for the film that I was 15 years away from being a ballerina.
很快,在準備拍攝時我才明白,我距巴黎舞者還有15年的功夫。
It made me work a million times harder and of course the magic of cinema and body doubles helped the final effect.
這逼著我多付出了數百萬倍的努力,當然,特效和替身也幫忙造出了最終效果。
But the point is, if I had known my own limitations, I never would have taken the risk.
但關鍵是,如果我知道自己的局限,我絕不會去冒這個險。
And the risk led to one of my greatest artistic personal experiences.
而風險為我帶來了最棒的藝術體驗。
And that I not only felt completely free, I also met my husband during the filming.
我不僅感覺完全無拘無束,還在拍攝時遇到了我的丈夫。
Similarly, I just directed my first film a tale of love in darkness.
同樣,我剛執導了第一部電影《愛與黑暗的故事》。
I was quite blind to the challenges ahead of me.
我對橫在前方的困難一無所知。
The film is a period film, completely in Hebrew, in which I also act with an eight-year-old child as a costar.
這是一部時代片。對白全是希伯來語。我也在片中出演,跟8歲的小孩對戲。
All of these are challenges I should have been terrified of, as I was completely unprepared for them, but my complete ignorance to my own limitations look like confidence and got me into the director's chair.
我本該被這些挑戰嚇倒,因此我對此毫無準備,但我對自身局限的徹底無知像是種自信,而且讓我坐到了導演椅上。
Once there, I had to figure it all out, and my belief that I could handle these things, contrary to all evidence of my ability to do so was only half the battle.
在這個位置上,我必須把這些弄清楚,即使所有的證據都顯示我的能力不夠,我仍然相信自己能搞定這些事,這還只是戰斗的一半。
The other half was very hard work, the experience with the deepest and most meaningful one of my career.
另一半靠的是拼命的工作,這場經歷是我職業生涯中最深刻也是最有意義的一次。
Now clearly i'm not urging you to go and perform heart surgery without the knowledge to do so.
當然我不是慫恿大家在一無所知的情況下就去做心臟手術。
Making movies admittedly had less drastic consequences in the most professions.
誠然,跟其它職業相比,拍電影不會帶來太嚴重的后果。
And allows for a lot of effects that make up for mistakes.
而且可以用特效來彌補錯誤。
The thing I'm saying is, make use of the fact that you don't doubt yourself too much right now.
我要說的是要好好利用你如今不是那么懷疑自己這件事。
As we get older, we get more realistic.
隨著年齡增長,我們變得更加現實。
And that includes about our own abilities or lack thereof.
這包括對我們自己能力和缺陷的認識。
And that realism does us no favors.
而這種現實對我們沒有好處。