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I started choosing only job that i'm passionate about and from which I knew I could bring meaningful experiences.
于是我開始只挑那些我熱愛的事情來做，只選那些我知道能汲取到有意義經驗的工作。
This thoroughly confused everyone around me: agents, producers and audiences alike.
這讓我身邊的人感到很困惑：經紀人，制片人，還有觀眾也是如此。
I made Cotaya's Ghost, a foreign independent film and studied history, visiting the Prada every day for four months as I read about goya and the Spanish Inquisition.
我拍了外國獨立電影《戈雅之靈》，為此我學習歷史，連續4個月我每天研讀戈雅和西班牙裁判所。
I made V for Vendetta, studio action movie for which I learned everything I could about freedom fighters whom otherwise maybe call terrorists.
我拍了動作片《V字仇殺隊》，為此學習了所有自由戰士相關的東西，他們也被稱為恐怖分子。
From Menachen Begin to Weather Underground.
從Menachen Begin到Weather Underground組織。
I made Your Highness a pothead comedy with Danny McBride and laughed for three months straight.
我拍了《王子殿下》，Danny McBride導演的大麻喜劇，這讓我足足笑了三個月。
I was able to own my meaning and not have it be determined by box office receipts or prestige.
我可以決定自己的價值，而不是讓票房或名聲來決定。
By the time I got making BlackSwan, the experience was entirely my own.
當我拍《黑天鵝》時，整個經歷都是屬于我自己的。
I felt immune to the worst things anyone could say or write about me, and to whether the audience felt like to see my movie or not.
我感覺自己已經刀槍不入，不管別人怎么說我，也不在意觀眾是否會看我的電影。
It was instructive for me to see for ballet dancers, once your technique gets to a certain level, the only thing that separates you from others is your quirks or even flaws.
對我很有啟示的是，對芭蕾舞者而言，當你的技巧達到一定高度后，唯一能讓你與他人不同的就是你的怪癖甚至瑕疵。
One ballerina was famous for how she turned slightly off balanced.
有位芭蕾舞者因轉圈輕微不平衡而出名。
You can never be the best technically, someone will always have a higher jump or a more beautiful line.
從技術上來說，你永遠做不到最好，總會有人比你跳得更高，或者有更美的姿態。
The only thing you can be the best at is developing your own self.
你唯一能做到最好的就是發展你的自我。
Authoring your own experience was very much what Black Swan itself was about.
為你自己的體驗做主就是《黑天鵝》中講述的事情。
I worked Darren Aronofsky, the film's director who changed my last line in the movie to It was perfect.
我說服電影的導演Darren Aronofsky把最后一句臺詞改成了："這真完美。”
Because my character Nina is only artistically successful when she finds perfection and pleasure for herself, not when she's trying to be perfect in the eyes of others.
因為我飾演的角色Nina在藝術上的成功只在于讓自己達到完美和愉悅，而不是為了試圖在別人眼中變得完美。
So when Black Swan successful financially and I began receiving accolades.
所以當《黑天鵝》獲得商業上的成功，而我也開始得到贊揚之時。
I felt honored and grateful to have connected with people.
我覺得榮耀和感恩的事我接觸到了人心。
But the true core of my meaning I had already established.
我已經建立了自己價值的真正核心。
And I need it to be independent of people's reactions to me.
我需要它不受別人反應的影響。
People told me the Black Swan was an artistic risk, a scary challenge to try to portray a professional ballet dancer.
大家告訴我《黑天鵝》是藝術上的冒險，演繹職業芭蕾舞者是恐怖的挑戰。
But it didn't feel like courage or daring that drove me to it.
但我覺得促使我去演的并非是勇氣或膽量。
I was so oblivious to my own limit that I did things I was woefully unprepared to do.
而是我對自身局限的毫無所知，我對所做之事壓根沒有準備。
