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They carry guns? Yeah.
她們會帶槍？對。
You don't know if it's gonna be a good day or a bad day.
你不知道今天會交好運還是走霉運。
Paranoia, low selfesteem, fits of rage, massive depression. There's voices in your head that say, Just end it.
疑神疑鬼，自尊心低落，暴怒，嚴重抑郁。你腦子不時有聲音說，結束吧。
You, you're just an exprostitute. You'll never be anything but a whore.
你，你只是個過期妓女。除了妓女，你這輩子什么都不是。
What did it feel like the first time you had sex for money? I had to get drunk.
第一次出賣肉體的感覺是什么？我得把自己灌醉。
The very first time, it was just, ugh, gross to me. I just remembered just feeling disgusting.
第一次，我覺得很惡心。我只記得感覺很想吐。
I think that many sex workers experience some kind of um, psychological effects from the job.
我認為很多性工作者都有某種工作造成的心理影響。
But I think that those effects are mainly because of social stigma and whore stigma and people shaming them for the work that they do.
但我認為這些影響主要來自社會的污名化，對妓女的污名化以及人們以賣淫工作為恥。
You just have to learn to deal with it in your own individual way, and some women never learn and some do.
你必須學會用自己的方式面對，有的女人永遠學不會，有些女人會。
Some shut off the emotions completely, which I don't feel is healthy.
有人把情緒完全封閉起來，我覺得這樣不健康。
But if you're getting hurt all the time, it's not healthy either, and it's probably a sign you need to reevaluate whether you want to be an escort anymore or if you need to change the way in which you approach it.
但如果你一直受到傷害，那也不健康，恐怕這表示你必須重新評估自己想不想繼續當伴游女郎或者必須改變你的處理方式。
Uh, it's just, it can be tough, yeah.
額，的確，這份工作有時候會很艱難。
It's 2 a. m. Sarah's returning from an appointment with a client.
凌晨兩點。莎拉接完客人回家。
I feel exhausted, tapped, completely tapped.
我覺得筋疲力盡全身虛脫。
There is an expiration date for how long I feel I can do this.
這份工作總有做不下去的一天。
I do think that there is going to come a time that my allure just wanes and it's inevitable.
我真心認為，遲早有一天，我的魅力會消退并且不可避免。
Not being able to do this does scare me because it is my profession. And there really isn't a new way else to go.
我一想到不能做這一行就害怕，因為這是我的職業。因為我真的不知道還能干什么。
Tonight her clients left her 1600 in an envelop.
今晚她的客人在信封里裝了一千六百元給她。
Man come and see the girls like me because their wives don't have sex with them.
男人來找我這種女人是因為老婆不跟他們上床。
