So how did Vincent die?
那文森特是怎么死的
He shot himself
開槍自殺
in the fields above Auvers
在奧維爾附近的麥田里
by his easel doing what he loved painting to the end.
就在畫架邊上 開槍前就一直沉浸在自己最愛的繪畫里
Do you know why?
你知道他自殺的原因嗎
No.
不知道
Theo thought his unhappiness went right back to childhood.
提奧認為文森特的心病可以追溯到他的童年時期
He tried so hard to fit into his family.
他很努力地融入家庭
But, he never succeeded in this.
但他就是做不到
Vincent told me he was the oldest,
文森特告訴我 他雖然是長子
but not the first.
但不是父母的第一個孩子
There was another Vincent, a stillborn older brother.
他哥哥也叫文森特 只是還沒出生就夭折了
He thought that boy was the perfect Vincent
他覺得那個孩子才是最完美的文森特
that he could never measure up to in his mother's eyes.
在他母親眼里 他永遠也比不上那個孩子