“No burden at all. More importantly, do you need anything?” General Taheri said. “Anything at all? Ask me like you’d ask a brother.”
I remembered something Baba had said about Pashtuns once. We may be hardheaded and I know we’re far too proud, but, in the hour of need, believe me that there’s no one you’d rather have at your side than a Pashtun.
Baba shook his head on the pillow. “Your coming here has brightened my eyes.” The general smiled and squeezed Baba’s hand. “How are you, Amir jan? Do you need anything?”
The way he was looking at me, the kindness in his eyes... “Nay thank you, General Sahib. I’m...“ A lump shot up in my throat and my eyes teared over. I bolted out of the room.
I wept in the hallway, by the viewing box where, the night before, I’d seen the killer’s face.
Baba’s door opened and Soraya walked out of his room. She stood near me. She was wearing a gray sweatshirt and jeans. Her hair was down. I wanted to find comfort in her arms.
“I’m so sorry, Amir,” she said. “We all knew something was wrong, but we had no idea it was this.”
I blotted my eyes with my sleeve. “He didn’t want anyone to know.”
“Do you need anything?”
“No.” I tried to smile. She put her hand on mine. Our first touch. I took it. Brought it to my face. My eyes. I let it go. “You’d better go back inside. Or your father will come after me.”
She smiled and nodded. “I should.” She turned to go. “Soraya?”
“Yes?”
“I’m happy you came, It means... the world to me.”
THEY DISCHARGED BABA two days later. They brought in a specialist called a radiation oncologist to talk Baba into getting radiation treatment. Baba refused. They tried to talk me into talking him into it. But I’d seen the look on Baba’s face. I thanked them, signed their forms, and took Baba home in my Ford Torino.
That night, Baba was lying on the couch, a wool blanket covering him. I brought him hot tea and roasted almonds. Wrapped my arms around his back and pulled him up much too easily. His shoulder blade felt like a bird’s wing under my fingers. I pulled the blanket back up to his chest where ribs stretched his thin, sallow skin.
“Can I do anything else for you, Baba?”
“Nay, bachem. Thank you.”
I sat beside him. “Then I wonder if you’ll do something for me. If you’re not too exhausted.”
“What?”
“I want you to go khastegari. I want you to ask General Taheri for his daughter’s hand.”
Baba’s dry lips stretched into a smile. A spot of green on a wilted leaf. “Are you sure?”
“More sure than I’ve ever been about anything.”
“You’ve thought it over?”
“Balay, Baba.”
“Then give me the phone. And my little notebook.”
I blinked. “Now?”
“Then when?”