Although China removed homosexuality from its list of mental illnesses in 2001, people like Zhang's parents continue to see it as an abnormity that can be corrected.

　　盡管從2001年起，中國(guó)不再把同性戀劃定為精神疾病。但包括張娜娜父母在內(nèi)的許多人依舊將其視為可以糾正的“變態(tài)”行為。

　　"How can I?" counters Zhang.

　　張娜娜反駁說(shuō)：“怎么可能呢？”

　 "I haven't told them that I've been living with my female partner since 2004.

　 “我還沒(méi)有告訴他們，我從2004年時(shí)起就已經(jīng)開(kāi)始和同性伴侶一起生活了。”

　　"They believe I've 'degenerated' into same-sex love because of troubles in the marriage. But Wang, too, is gay. "

　 “他們堅(jiān)信我是因?yàn)楫愋曰橐鲇|礁，所以才墮落到去選擇一段同性戀情。但是王先生也是同性戀者。”

　　"Our marriage was a cover from the very beginning," she adds.

　　她還表示：“我們的婚姻從一開(kāi)始就是為了掩飾。”

　　Zhang shares a loving relationship with Shenlan (not her real name), 29, who was a bridesmaid at her wedding.

　　張娜娜的同性戀人是29歲的沈蘭（化名），也正是她婚禮上的伴娘。