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But they were not just visual hallucinations from which he was suffering.
然而折磨著他的不只是眼前的幻覺。
I heard music and it seemed to be coming into the cell.
我聽到了音樂，樂曲好像穿透了牢房的墻。
But I knew it wasn't, but I heard it.
我知道這是假的，但我確實(shí)聽到了。
It was all sorts of instruments being played.
各種樂器都有。
I heard bagpipes, I heard African drums, I heard zithers, flamenco guitars.
我聽見了風(fēng)笛，非洲鼓，還有齊特琴，弗拉門科吉他。
And it was really interesting and then, when it wouldn't go away,
剛開始還挺有趣的，但是樂曲一直不停，
after a few minutes, it got really frightening.
過了幾分鐘，就開始變得恐怖了。
And when I was frightened by it, the tempo of it lifted and the volume of it lifted,
我越是害怕，樂曲的節(jié)奏就越快，音量也越大，
and there were more instruments, and cellos were playing and orchestras, pianos,
樂器的種類也多了起來，大提琴，管弦樂隊(duì)，鋼琴一起演奏，
and everything was happening louder and louder and louder.
所有的聲響越來越大。
And then I got really afraid,
我害怕極了，
and that's when I kind of started banging my head against the wall, just to make this go away.
于是我開始用頭撞墻，拼命想擺脫這些聲音。
It's a way you would try and engage your mind forcefully on something else, but it wouldn't go away.
你會(huì)逼迫自己用這種方式轉(zhuǎn)移注意力，但就是擺脫不了。
And the intoxication of it was not comforting,
這種亢奮狀態(tài)讓人非常難受，
and it went on for a very, very long time until I was really frightened of it,
不知道過了多久我已經(jīng)恐懼到了極點(diǎn),
more frightened of the music in my head than a man with a gun, I'd say it myself.
腦子里的音樂聲比一個(gè)男人拿槍對(duì)著我還要可怕，可以這么說。
