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Years passed by： Anthony‘s father died， and strangers lived in the old house. He had seen it once again since then. His rich master sent him journeys on business， and on one occasion his way led him to his native town of Eisenach. The old Wartburg castle stood unchanged on the rock where the monk and the nun were hewn out of the stone. The GREat oaks formed an outline to the scene which he so well remembered in his childhood. The Venus mountain stood out gray and bare， overshadowing the valley beneath. He would have been glad to call out “Lady Halle， Lady Halle， unlock the mountain. I would fain remain here always in my native soil.” That was a sinful thought， and he offered a prayer to drive it away. Then a little bird in the thicket sang out clearly， and old Anthony thought of the minstrel’s song. How much came back to his remembrance as he looked through the tears once more on his native town！ The old house was still standing as in olden times， but the garden had been greatly altered； a pathway led through a portion of the ground， and outside the garden， and beyond the path， stood the old apple-tree， which he had not broken down， although he talked of doing so in his trouble. The sun still threw its rays upon the tree， and the refreshing dew fell upon it as of old； and it was so overloaded with fruit that the branches bent towards the earth with the weight. “That flourishes still，” said he， as he gazed. One of the branches of the tree had， however， been broken： mischievous hands must have done this in passing， for the tree now stood in a public thoroughfare. “The blossoms are often plucked，” said Anthony； “the fruit is stolen and the branches broken without a thankful thought of their profusion and beauty. It might be said of a tree， as it has been said of some men—it was not predicted at his cradle that he should come to this. How brightly began the history of this tree， and what is it now？ Forsaken and forgotten， in a garden by a hedge in a field， and close to a public road. There it stands， unsheltered， plundered， and broken. It certainly has not yet withered； but in the course of years the number of blossoms from time to time will grow less， and at last it was cease altogether to bear fruit； and then its history will be over.”
Such were Anthony‘s thoughts as he stood under the tree， and during many a long night as he lay in his lonely chamber in the wooden house in Hauschen Street， Copenhagen， in the foreign land to which the rich merchant of Bremen， his employer， had sent him on condition that he should never marry. “Marry！ ha， ha！” and he laughed bitterly to himself at the thought.
Winter one year set in early， and it was freezing hard. Without， a snowstorm made every one remain at home who could do so. Thus it happened that Anthony‘s neighbors， who lived opposite to him， did not notice that his house remained unopened for two days， and that he had not showed himself during that time， for who would go out in such weather unless he were obliged to do so. They were gray， gloomy days， and in the house whose windows were not glass， twilight and dark nights reigned in turns. During these two days old Anthony had not left his bed， he had not the strength to do so. The bitter weather had for some time affected his limbs. There lay the old bachelor， forsaken by all， and unable to help himself. He could scarcely reach the water jug that he had placed by his bed， and the last drop was gone. It was not fever， nor sickness， but old age， that had laid him low. In the little corner， where his bed lay， he was over-shadowed as it were by perpetual night. A little spider， which he could however not see， busily and cheerfully spun its web above him， so that there should be a kind of little banner waving over the old man， when his eyes closed. The time passed slowly and painfully. He had no tears to shed， and he felt no pain； no thought of Molly came into his mind. He felt as if the world was now nothing to him， as if he were lying beyond it， with no one to think of him. Now and then he felt slight sensations of hunger and thirst； but no one came to him， no one tended him. He thought of all those who had once suffered from starvation， of Saint Elizabeth， who once wandered on the earth， the saint of his home and his childhood， the noble Duchess of Thuringia， that highly esteemed lady who visited the poorest villages， bringing hope and relief to the sick inmates. The recollection of her pious deeds was as light to the soul of poor Anthony. He thought of her as she went about speaking words of comfort， binding up the wounds of the afflicted and feeding the hungry， although often blamed for it by her stern husband. He remembered a story told of her， that on one occasion， when she was carrying a basket full of wine and provisions， her husband， who had watched her footsteps， stepped forward and asked her angrily what she carried in her basket， whereupon， with fear and trembling， she answered， “Roses， which I have plucked from the garden.” Then he tore away the cloth which covered the basket， and what could equal the surprise of the pious woman， to find that by a miracle， everything in her basket—the wine， the bread— had all been changed into roses.
In this way the memory of the kind lady dwelt in the calm mind of Anthony. She was as a living reality in his little dwelling in the Danish land. He uncovered his face that he might look into her gentle eyes， while everything around him changed from its look of poverty and want， to a bright rose tint. The fragrance of roses spread through the room， mingled with the sweet smell of apples. He saw the branches of an apple-tree spreading above him. It was the tree which he and Molly had planted together. The fragrant leaves of the tree fell upon him and cooled his burning brow； upon his parched lips they seemed like refreshing bread and wine； and as they rested on his breast， a peaceful calm stole over him， and he felt inclined to sleep. “I shall sleep now，” he whispered to himself. “Sleep will do me good. In the morning I shall be upon my feet again， strong and well. Glorious！ wonderful！ That apple-tree， planted in love， now appears before me in heavenly beauty.” And he slept.
the following day， the third day during which his house had been closed， the snow-storm ceased. Then his opposite neighbor stepped over to the house in which old Anthony lived， for he had not yet showed himself. There he lay stretched on his bed， dead， with his old nightcap tightly clasped in his two hands. The nightcap， however， was not placed on his head in his coffin； he had a clean white one on then. Where now were the tears he had shed？ What had become of those wonderful pearls？ They were in the nightcap still. Such tears as these cannot be washed out， even when the nightcap is forgotten. The old thoughts and dreams of a bachelor‘s nightcap still remain. Never wish for such a nightcap. It would make your forehead hot， cause your pulse to beat with agitation， and conjure up dreams which would appear realities.
the first who wore old Anthony‘s cap felt the truth of this， though it was half a century afterwards. That man was the mayor himself， who had already made a comfortable home for his wife and eleven children， by his industry. The moment he put the cap on he dreamed of unfortunate love， of bankruptcy， and of dark days. “Hallo！ how the nightcap burns！” he exclaimed， as he tore it from his bead. Then a pearl rolled out， and then another， and another， and they glittered and sounded as they fell. “What can this be？ Is it paralysis， or something dazzling my eyes？” They were the tears which old Anthony had shed half a century before.
To every one who afterwards put this cap on his head， came visions and dreams which agitated him not a little. His own history was changed into that of Anthony till it became quite a story， and many stories might be made by others， so we will leave them to relate their own. We have told the first； and our last word is， don‘t wish for a “bachelor’s nightcap.”
