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The relationship lurched up and down for five years.
這段戀情起起伏伏持續了5年。
Redse hated living in his sparsely furnished Woodside house.
萊德斯討厭住在他簡陋的伍德賽德房子里。
Jobs had hired a hip young couple, who had once worked at Chez Panisse,
喬布斯聘請了一對曾在潘足斯之家餐廳工作的時髦的年輕夫婦
as housekeepers and vegetarian cooks, and they made her feel like an interloper.
擔任管家和素食廚師，而他們讓她感覺自己像個外人。
She would occasionally move out to an apartment of her own in Palo Alto,
她有時會搬出來到她自己在帕洛奧圖的公寓居住，
especially after one of her torrential arguments with Jobs.
尤其是在她跟喬布斯的一次大吵之后。
"Neglect is a form of abuse," she once scrawled on the wall of the hallway to their bedroom.
她曾在通向他們臥室的走廊墻壁上寫道：“忽視是一種虐待。”
She was entranced by him, but she was also baffled by how uncaring he could be.
她為他著迷，可是也因為缺少他的關心而困擾。
She would later recall how incredibly painful it was to be in love with someone so self- centered.
她后來回憶，愛上一個如此以自我為中心的人，那種痛苦令人難以置信。
Caring deeply about someone who seemed incapable of caring was a particular kind of hell that she wouldn't wish on anyone, she said.
深深地關心一個似乎沒有能力關心別人的人，那是某種地獄般的感覺，她不愿任何人去體驗。
They were different in so many ways.
他們的不同體現在很多方面。
"On the spectrum of cruel to kind, they are close to the opposite poles," Hertzfeld later said.
“在從殘忍到仁慈的坐標軸上，他們分別接近相反的兩極。”赫茨菲爾德后來說。
Redse's kindness was manifest in ways large and small; she always gave money to street people,
萊德斯的仁慈體現在從大到小很多方面：她總是給街上的流浪漢錢，
she volunteered to help those who (like her father) were afflicted with mental illness,
她做義工去幫助那些（像她爸爸一樣）患精神疾病的人，
and she took care to make Lisa and even Chrisann feel comfortable with her.
她努力讓麗薩甚至克里斯安跟她在一起都感覺很舒服。
More than anyone, she helped persuade Jobs to spend more time with Lisa.
她比其他任何人都更多地說服喬布斯要多陪伴麗薩。
But she lacked Jobs's ambition and drive.
但是她沒有喬布斯那樣的野心或進取心。
