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I told him that when I made the decision and I didn't make the decision until the night before or even the day of
我告訴他 當我下定決心時直到手術(shù)前一晚或手術(shù)當天我才下定決心
When I made my decision I did it straightly, because I wanted to help the future generation I didn't want...you know
當我下定決心時我很坦然 因為我想幫助后來人你們知道
I didn't think that I have these stem cells injected and walk like said That was absolutely not Even, that wasn't in my mindset at all
我不認為接受了干細胞注射后我就可以走路了這絕對是不可能的我從來想都沒想過
But I knew that I wanted I want to help others and I was looking at the bigger picture
但我知道我應該參加我想幫助別人我應該從更宏觀的角度去看
That's what I told him I said, look at the bigger picture
我就是這樣告訴他的我說 你應該從大局出發(fā)
Is it something that you want to do to help the field or is it something that you want to for selfish reason?
你到底是想幫助這個領(lǐng)域有所突破呢還是出于某些自私的原因想?yún)⒓舆M來?
Because if you do then you will end up being disappointed
因為如果你參加了你很可能會感到失望
That's an awful feeling because I've been experienced that over the past year feeling regret, feeling disappointment asking myself whether I made the right choice
失望是一種討厭的感覺因為過去一年里我就感覺到了失望感覺遺憾 感覺失望問我自己是否做出了正確的選擇
It's really difficult
真的很難
That's probably one of the most difficult aspects of it
這可能是最難的一步
It is mentally
也就是心理上的
It's a lot to deal with a lot of questions that you ask yourself and you don't know the answers too because you can't go back and change things you can do it differently
有很多需要回答的問題你需要從自己身上找到答案你自己也不知道答案因為時光不可能倒流你也無法改變你當初的選擇做出一個不同的選擇
But what I have come to...come in terms with is that I made the right choice and if I had to do all over again
但后來我逐漸接受的是我的選擇是正確的如果我能夠再次選擇
I would probably make the exact same decision that I made a year ago just because I feel I'm part of something that's bigger than me or bigger than everyone in this room
我可能還是會做出和一年前一模一樣的選擇因為我感覺自己參與到了一個宏大的事業(yè)中這個事業(yè)甚至超過了在座的各位
So I think for me mentally, it's put me in a better place that I probably would be right now just because I had a lot of down time
所以我感覺 對我而言從精神上來說 我現(xiàn)在的狀態(tài)比我如果沒有做這個選擇的狀態(tài)更好因為在此期間我可能會感到很消沉
a lot of time to kind of do the whole self-pity thing
花很多時間在自憐自愛上
