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With the type of injury I had
恢復的可能性并不大
I was able to accept it a little bit more although like I said even later on, a month later
我也就慢慢接受了現實盡管可能一個月之后
I still asked myself if I made the right decision if I halted the recovery but ultimately what I ended up telling myself
我還會問自己是否做出了正確的選擇我的自然康復進程是否中斷但最終我告訴自己
and what I ended up understanding was that had I gained something back that I don't have right now?
我最后是這樣理解的我現在缺失的功能是否得到了恢復?
it would probably have been let's say, one more level I would have maybe been, look at T6 instead of T5 or I would have maybe been able to move one of my toes
確實有所恢復 例如提高了一級我可能會覺得基本功能從T5升到了T6或者我的一根腳趾可以動了
Those are the things that really have much value to me that don't add to my quality of life
這些變化對我來說至關重要但對我生活質量的提高沒有什么幫助
I really don't know what I would do with one more level or just one moving toe
基本功能提高一個級別或可以一根腳趾我不太清楚到底有什么作用
So to compare that with what I have instead of being a part of consenting to participate in the trial
所以相比于獲得這些輕微的改善通過參與臨床試驗而成為宏大工程的一份子
it's so much bigger, so much bigger like I said, just looking at the bigger picture
我認為后者顯得更了不起 正如我前面說到的 應該從大局出發
moving my big toe isn't as important as having been able to participate in the trial
動一根腳趾的意義比不上參加臨床試驗的意義
and give something back and hopefully move the field forward I don't remember what else you are asking
比不上回報社會的意義也比不上推動這個事業前進的意義我記不清你的其他問題了
