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He folded his arms on the side of my bed and rested his chin on his arms. His expression was smooth, the anger reined in. Evidently he'd decided he wasn't angry with me. I hoped I'd get a chance to warn Alice before he caught up with her.
他把手臂交疊在我的床邊，然后把下巴放在自己的手臂上。他的表情平靜下來，他的憤怒遏制住了。很顯然他已經(jīng)決定了不對我發(fā)火了。我希望我有機會在他抓到愛麗絲以前警告她。
"You have saved me," he said quietly.
“你確實救了我。”他安靜地說著。
"I can't always be Lois Lane," I insisted. "I want to be Superman, too."
“我不能總當露易絲?萊恩。”我堅持著。“我也想當超人。”
"You don't know what you're asking." His voice was soft; he stared intently at the edge of the pillowcase.
“你不知道你自己在要求著什么。”他的聲音很溫柔，他緊張地盯著枕頭套的邊緣。
"I think I do."
“我想我知道。”
"Bella, you don't know. I've had almost ninety years to think about this, and I'm still not sure."
“貝拉，你不知道。我花了將近九十年的時間去思考這件事，而我還是不能確定。”
"Do you wish that Carlisle hadn't saved you?"
“你希望卡萊爾沒有救你嗎？”
"No, I don't wish that." He paused before continuing. "But my life was over. I wasn't giving anything up."
“不，我不希望那樣。”他停頓了片刻，然后繼續(xù)說道。“但我的生命已經(jīng)結(jié)束了。我不必放棄任何東西。”
"You are my life. You're the only thing it would hurt me to lose." I was getting better at this. It was easy to admit how much I needed him.
“你就是我的生命。失去你是唯一能傷害我的事。”我能更好地說出這話了。承認我有多么需要他變得容易了。
He was very calm, though. Decided.
可是，他非常地冷靜。他做出了決定。
"I can't do it, Bella. I won't do that to you."
“我不能這樣做，貝拉。我不能讓那樣的事發(fā)生在你身上。”
"Why not?" My throat rasped and the words weren't as loud as I'd meant them to be. "Don't tell me it's too hard! After today, or I guess it was a few days ago… anyway, after that, it should be nothing."
“為什么不能？”我的喉頭沙啞著，我大聲地說出了那句話，盡管我本意并不想這樣大聲說的。“別告訴我這太艱難了！在今天以后，或者我猜那已經(jīng)是很多天以前的事了……無論如何，在那之后，這就不算什么。”
He glared at me.
他瞪著我。
