But at night when I close my eyes, I can see Christie reaching her hand out to me while I'm driving, and the blood just kept coming out of her mouth.
但是每當晚上我閉上雙眼,我可以看見克里斯蒂向我伸出手,我一邊開著車,血不停地從她口里冒出來。
And that -- maybe it'll fade too with time -- but I don't think so. That bothers me the most.
也許時間久了我就會淡忘,但是,我覺得不可能。這讓我寢食難安。
Now I'm going to show you a video of an actual grieving mother, Erin Runnion, confronting her daughter's murderer and torturer in court.
現在我給你們看另一個視頻,這是一位真正悲傷的母親艾琳·蘭尼恩,這是她在法庭上與虐殺自己女兒的兇手對質的情形。
Here you're going to see no false emotion, just the authentic expression of a mother's agony.
你完全看不到任何虛假的情緒。這是一位心痛欲絕的母親真實的哭斥。

I wrote this statement on the third anniversary of the night you took my baby, and you hurt her, and you crushed her, you terrified her until her heart stopped.
在你帶走我寶貝的三年后的同一天,我寫下了這段話,你傷害了她,把她打得體無完膚,害她驚恐萬狀直到她心臟停止了跳動。
And she fought, and I know she fought you.
她反抗了,我知道她反抗了。
But I know she looked at you with those amazing brown eyes, and you still wanted to kill her.
我也知道她用她那雙美麗的棕色眼睛看著你,而你還是對她痛下殺手。
And I don't understand it, and I never will.
我不能理解,永遠都不能理解。
Okay, there's no doubting the veracity of those emotions.
好了,毫無疑問這些情緒都是真的。