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To avoid the withdrawal symptoms, Steve smokes even more of the drug.
為了避免戒斷癥狀，史蒂夫抽吸更多的毒品。
Weeks without sleep eventually leave him with severe paranoid psychosis.
幾周不睡覺最終讓他患上嚴重的偏執性精神病。
And so I might've spent my day, one day, would and I did this tapping my own phone.
我可能會花一天，一天，來敲擊自己的手機。
Numbers would appear to me like a phone number, And I would cross-reference it in the names and numbers phone book and you would, might end up at a stranger's house just over a set of numbers that appeared out of thin air and you got their address out of a phone book and you're sitting outside their house with a shotgun.
數字對我來說，就像一個電話號碼，我在電話簿上交叉查詢姓名和電話號碼最后你可能會來到一處不認識的人的房前，僅僅靠一組憑空出現的號碼，然后依靠電話簿得到他們的住址，你拿把霰彈獵槍坐在他們房子外面。
After years of abuse, Steve hits rock bottom.
經過多年的毒品濫用，史蒂夫跌至谷底。
Everybody lost their trust in me. My wife hated me. Went from having a lot to having nothing.
我失去了每個人的信任。我的妻子恨我。從擁有很多到一無所有。
And just wanted out. Wanted out of that world, wanted out of the meth world. And, Er, you know, and found a way out.
只是想擺脫出來。想擺脫這個世界，想擺脫冰毒的世界。然后，呃，我找到了一條出路。
It's a good day to be in the house of the Lord, is it not?
在耶和華殿過得這一天不錯，是不是？
Steve finds salvation in his local church community, where incredibly, almost half the congregation has had problems with methamphetamine.
史蒂夫在當地教會團體得到救贖，令人難以置信，幾乎一半的會眾都跟甲基苯丙胺有關。
How many are here in this room who were at one time in bondage to methamphetamines?
在這個房間里有多少人曾經一度受縛于甲基苯丙胺？
Denise Ledbetter had a long history of drug abuse before she discovered meth.
丹尼斯·萊德貝特在發現冰毒前，有長期的嗑藥史。
How I first encountered methamphetamine was.
我是怎樣第一次接觸甲基苯丙胺的。
I fell in love with the wrong guy and he cooked meth, so I didn't have to even go looking for it, it was just right there.
我愛錯了一個人，他制冰毒，所以我不必去找它，它就在那里。
Methamphetamine gives a sense of overwhelming pleasure.
甲基苯丙胺可帶來欲仙欲死的愉悅感。
You know It's such a euphoric high, you know, that you just want more and more and more and you'd do anything for it.
嗯，它讓人欣快的高潮，讓你只想要更多、越來越多，你會為之付出一切。
But Denise soon finds herself living a bizarre existence.
但是，丹尼斯很快發現自己過著荒誕的生活。
Typical day would start at midnight, you just want another line, you want another pipe, you want another shot in your arm.
典型的一天是從午夜開始，你只是想再來一條毒品，你還想再來一管，再來一槍扎在胳膊上。
And then you can, you know, go and do something crazy, like mow the yard again for the third time this week, or clean the house again for the third time this day.
然后你就可以，嗯，去做瘋狂的事，比如本周第三次修剪院子里的雜草，或者今天第三次打掃屋子。
You know, I used to clean the bathroom with a toothbrush, you know, I'd stay in the bathroom and clean.
嗯，我常常用牙刷刷浴室，嗯，我會呆在浴室里做清潔。
Large doses of methamphetamine can also cause hallucinations.
大劑量的甲基苯丙胺也能引起幻覺。
Like LSD, meth-induced delusions seem entirely real.
像致幻藥LSD一樣，冰毒誘導的妄想貌似完全真實。
I'm gonna do a big blast and go outside to the woods.
我要大發作了，于是跑到外面的樹林里。
You know, and I saw owls in the tree with baseball shoes on and baseball caps on. And I was like: oh that's cute, that's funny!
嗯，我看到樹上的貓頭鷹穿著棒球鞋，戴著棒球帽。我當時想：哦，很可愛，很有趣！
Evil men will burn in the, pits of hell.
惡人會遭受煉獄的焚燒。
In deeply religious areas, many believers see meth as the work of the devil because of the demonic visions so many users experience.
在宗教影響大的地區，很多信徒將冰毒視作魔鬼的作品，因為這么多的吸食者體驗了惡魔般的幻象。
Methamphetamines, simply put, is sorcery and witchcraft in its highest degree.
簡單地說，甲基苯丙胺就是，程度最高的巫術和魔法。
Everybody has the same set of symptoms. They see devils and demons.
每個人都有相同的癥狀。他們看到了魔鬼和惡魔。
You know, when you first see 'em it's like, ha-ha, you know, what was that, you know. What was that?
嗯，當你第一次看到他們，它就像...哈哈，那是什么樣的，那是什么？
And you're out in the woods and you hear things, and you think, oh, you know, so it's kind of fun, you kind of play around with the devil.
你在樹林里，你聽到的，你想到的，所以它是一種樂趣，你有種與魔鬼玩耍的感覺。
You know, and then it gets serious, you know, and then it gets, you don't want 'em in your life.
嗯，然后情況會惡化，嗯，然后再惡化，你不想他們出現在你的生活中。
