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Dearest,
最親愛的：
I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can’t go through another of those terrible times.
我一定是又要發瘋了。我不覺得我們還能再挺過一段飽受煎熬的日子。
And I shan’t recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can’t concentrate.
而且這一次我也不會恢復了。我開始出現幻聽，無法集中精神，
So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness.
因此我要去做看來算是最恰當的事。你已給予我最大可能的幸福。
You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don’t think two people could have been happier till this terrible disease came.
你在方方面面都做到了任何人所能做到的一切。我相信，在這可怕的疾病到來前，沒有哪兩個人能比我們更加幸福。
I can’t fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work.
我撐不下去了。我知道我正在破壞你的生活—沒有我，你本能做自己的事。
And you will I know. You see I can’t even write this properly. I can’t read.
很快你就能這樣了。你看，我已經寫不下去了，我不知道說什么好。
What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good.
我想要說的是，我欠你一生的幸福。你對我一直十分耐心，你好到難以置信。
I want to say that – everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you.
我要把這一點說出來—大家也都知道，假如有誰曾救過我，那也只有你。
Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can’t go on spoiling your life any longer.
除了你對我的好，一切都已離我而去。我不能再繼續破壞你的生活。
I don’t think two people could have been happier than we have been.
我相信，我們曾是世界上最幸福的人。
譯文來源于網絡
