As soon as I made the move, I knew it
我剛做突破動作,接著就感覺到了
It feels like the shock absorbers in the back of your foot just gone
感覺那塊用來緩沖的肌肉,直接從腳上脫落掉
So it's just nothing there, so when you walk it's like
腳后跟一陣空,然后走路的時候就感覺
It feels like you calf muscles touching the floor
小腿肌肉直接接觸地面
I can feel it rolling up the back of my calf, as if it was just kind of slipping up further and further
都能感覺我的跟腱順著小腿一點一點卷上來,就像,分離越來越大,一點點縮緊
I remember feeling the silence, I remember feeling the fear, 35 years old, 17 18 years in the league
我記得周圍一片寂靜,內心恐懼不已,畢竟那是個35歲,征戰聯盟十七八年的“老頭子”了
Now this can be the wrap
這次傷可能就是終點
That's what the silence was, It was like, this could really be a wrap for you
這也是為什么全場如此安靜,好像,一切真的就結束了
My family walks in
我的家人走了過來
It's Venessa and my daughters and um... You know I'm already... You know I've been crying and
瓦妮莎帶著孩子們,然后……我那會兒已經……好像哭了
Well I had tears in my eyes, I don't think I was crying yet
其實還只是有點眼淚,沒完全哭出來
It was more upset, like this could be the end
更多是失落,感覺,完了
In the locker room, On the court, around my teammates, I've always tried to be very strong
在更衣室里,在球場上,跟隊友在一起,我得時刻展現出強大的一面
And be invincible, not be Clark Kent but be Superman
讓自己看起來無敵一樣,就像克拉克·肯特(超人的人類形態)一直保持超人模式
And then, when family comes in, now that is home that's where you can be you
但是,看到妻兒,就是回到家了,讓我真正做回自己
and I just let it gone, I couldn't hold on to it any more, you know
我也就放開了,隨著感情走,本來就繃不住的苦,也不再憋著了
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