The Wedding, March 18, 1991
婚禮,1991年3月18日
Powell's pregnancy did not completely settle the issue.
鮑威爾的懷孕并沒有徹底解決這件事。
Jobs again began balking at the idea of marriage,
喬布斯又開始為結婚這個念頭猶豫不決,
even though he had dramatically proposed to her both at the very beginning and the very end of 1990.
雖然他在1990年的年初和年終都那么戲劇性地求婚。
Furious, she moved out of his house and back to her apartment.
鮑威爾憤怒地從他家搬回了自己的公寓。
For a while he sulked or ignored the situation.
有一段時間,他也感到郁悶,或者干脆置之不理。
Then he thought he might still be in love with Tina Redse;
然后,他又想,也許他還在愛著蒂娜·萊德斯;
he sent her roses and tried to convince her to return to him, maybe even get married.
他給她送玫瑰花,試圖說服她回到他身邊,也許甚至結婚。

He was not sure what he wanted, and he surprised a wide swath of friends and even acquaintances by asking them what he should do.
他不肯定他想要什么,他讓一大群朋友甚至相交不深的人感到驚訝--他問他們,他應該怎么做。
Who was prettier, he would ask, Tina or Laurene?
他會問,誰更漂亮,蒂娜還是勞倫?
Who did they like better? Who should he marry?
他們更喜歡誰?他應該跟誰結婚?
In a chapter about this in Mona Simpson's novel A Regular Guy,
在莫娜·辛普森的小說《凡人》里有一章就描寫了這一段,
the Jobs character "asked more than a hundred people who they thought was more beautiful."
書中的喬布斯“問了一百多個人,他們覺得誰更美”。
But that was fiction; in reality, it was probably fewer than a hundred.
但那是小說;事實上,可能不到一百個。