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There were times when I felt depressed and angry - because I could not change the way I was. And I had no one to blame. I went to Sunday school, at the church. I learned that God loves us all and cares. And I understood that love to a point. But I did not understand why God had made me like this - if he loved me. (I asked), 'Did I do something wrong?' I thought I must have. I was the only 'strange' one at school. I wanted to end my pain. I wanted to end my life at a young age. But I am thankful once again to my parents and family. They were always there to make me stronger.
有時我會因為無法改變自己的樣貌而感到壓抑和氣憤。而且我不能責怪任何人。我去了教堂的主日學校。我在那里學到，上帝愛我們所有的人，也關心我們所有人。在一定程度上，我理解了這份愛。可是我不明白的是，既然上帝愛我，那他為什么把我塑造成這樣。我想問，‘我做錯了什么事嗎？’我想我一定是做錯了事。我是學校里唯一的“怪物”。我想結束我的痛苦。我小時候曾想結束自己的生命。但是，我要再一次感謝我的父母和家人。他們一直在我身邊，讓我變得更堅強。
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