Don't think I am suffering,I am not suffering,I am struggle.Struggling to be part of things,to stay connected to who I once was.So living the moment,I tell myself.It's really all I can do,live the moment,and not beat myself up too much....
請不要認(rèn)為我在經(jīng)受痛苦,我并不痛苦,我一直都在努力掙扎著,掙扎著融入,掙扎著繼續(xù)和過去的我保持聯(lián)系,我告訴自己要活在當(dāng)下,這真的是我現(xiàn)在唯一能做到的,活在當(dāng)下,不要被擊垮。