Blue

Just separated with Blue, Blue is a very nice girl, beautiful and gentle. Many friends said that I was a fool to let her go. Even though it was hard, I still had to let her go.
　The 1st day
　Using her blanket and covering herself tightly, she didn’t get up. Her dorm mates were afraid to go in and comfort her. She didn’t eat anything the whole day, didn’t wash her face or brush her teeth. At night, I could hear her crying beneath the blanket.
　The 2nd day
　She ate today, forced down by her roommates. Her eyes were red. I always called her “Cry baby”. She always squirmed her mouth and retorted: “No, I’m not.”
　The 3rd day
　Today, she dressed very sexy, walked into a bar and drank a lot of alcohol. Using tempting moves, she surveyed the room. Many men came up to her and flirted with her telling her how beautiful she was. She drank a lot more. When a much older man, old enough to be her father, walked up and said: “Miss, let me take you home,” she splashed her drink onto his face. As the older man got ready to slap her, Mu showed up and saved Blue. I know all this because I was watching from a corner in the bar.
　The 4th day
　Today, she got up really early. After busying around all morning, she locked herself inside the bathroom. When her roommates opened the door, they were amazed: “So clean.”
　The 5th day
　She began studying. She had done very well in school before.However, when we got together, her grades deteriorated. It is good to focus on something else as it will improve recovery.
　Three months later
　She became president of the Student Vnion. She is becoming more and more able. She also becomes more open. Soon, she will need to prepare for graduate school.
　One year later
　There are many men beside her, many who are better than me. She never takes notice of them, but she gets along with Ling very well. There are rumors about them in school. She treats him like an elder brother, but rumor cannot be blocked.
　Three years later
　She is getting married. The groom is Ling. She is writing wedding invitations. After she wrote one, two, and three … 12th card, she bent over the desk and tears fell down uncontrollably. I stepped forward and saw that on all the invitations, the groom’s name was mine.
　I want to cry too, but ghost cannot cry. I do not have any tears.
　Three years ago, when I was carrying her birthday cake crossing a street, a car crashed into me.

和藍分手了，藍是個很好的女孩，很漂亮也很溫柔，雖然很多朋友說我離開她很傻，可我還是放手了，雖然我很舍不得。
　　第一天
　　她沒有起床，把自己用被子捂得嚴嚴實實的，她宿舍的人都不敢去安慰她，她一天都沒有吃飯，連刷牙洗臉都沒有，晚上睡覺的時候我聽到她在被子里抽泣。
　　第二天
　　今天她吃飯了，是她的舍友強制性讓她吃的。她的眼眶紅紅的，我總說她是個愛哭鬼，她每次都噘著小嘴說她不是。
　　第三天
　　今天她穿得很妖艷，走進一家酒吧，喝了好多酒，用一種很具誘惑力的眼光環視全場，好多人上來搭腔“小姐，你好漂亮啊。”她喝了很多，當一個年紀可以做她爸爸的男人對她說“小姐，我送你回家吧”的時候她把手中的酒全潑在他的臉上，那個該死的老頭揚起他的手掌就要打下去的時候，小睦來了，救了藍。這一切我都知道，我就在酒吧的一個角落里看著。
　　第四天
　　今天她早早就起床了，忙忙碌碌了一上午，然后把自己關在浴室里好久，當舍友們踹門進去的時候都驚呼道：“好干凈啊！”
　　第五天
　　她開始學習了，其實她原來學習很好，我們開始后受我影響她的成績也退步了，這也好，轉移一下注意力，恢復得也快。
　　三個月后
　　她成了學生會主席，越來越能干，也開朗了不少。馬上她就要考研了。
　　一年后
　　在她身邊的男生很多，比我優秀的也很多，可她根本沒在意過，不過她和凌關系很好，校園里謠傳他們的關系很曖昧。她只是把他當哥哥，可是流言是擋不住的。
　　三年后
　　她要結婚了，新郎是凌，她在寫結婚請帖，一張，兩張，三張……，寫到第十二張的時候她哭了，趴在桌上眼淚完全抑制不住，我上前一看，所有的喜帖上新郎寫的都是我的名字。
　　我也很想哭，可是鬼魂是不能哭的，我沒有眼淚。
三年前，我橫穿馬路，一輛車迎面撞來，我手里提著要給她慶祝生日的蛋糕。