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Overcome with the enormity of it all and the complete feeling of loss of control, I shed copious tears and asked my dear husband, Jayant.
經歷所有的巨痛并徹底感到失去控制，我流了很多淚水，問我親愛的丈夫，Jayant。
I said, "Is this it? Is this the end of the road? Is this the end of my dance?"
我說，“結束了么？這就是我生命之路的盡頭么？這就是我舞蹈的終結么？”
And he, the positive soul that he is, said, "No, this is just a hiatus, a hiatus during the treatment, and you'll get back to doing what you do best."
然而他，這個樂觀的靈魂說，“不，這只是一個間隙，治療的間隙而且你將回來做你擅長的事。”
I realized then that I, who thought I had complete control of my life, had control of only three things: My thought, my mind -- the images that these thoughts created -- and the action that derived from it.
當時我醒悟到，我認為自己完全控制了自己的人生，但我僅僅控制了3件事：我的思想、我的情緒——這些思想所創造的想象——和由這些想象所引起的行動。
So here I was wallowing in a vortex of emotions and depression and what have you, with the enormity of the situation, wanting to go to a place of healing, health and happiness.
所以現在我沉迷于一種情緒的漩渦中沮喪，和那些令你感到情況的嚴酷的思緒，我想得到痊愈、健康和幸福。
I wanted to go from where I was to where I wanted to be, for which I needed something.
我想從現在的我到達我想到的彼方，這樣我需要一個目標。
I needed something that would pull me out of all this.
為了達到這一目標，我需要有一股可以把我從痛苦中拉出來的力量。
So I dried my tears, and I declared to the world at large...I said, "Cancer's only one page in my life, and I will not allow this page to impact the rest of my life."
所以我擦干淚水，然后我向世界宣告，我說，“癌癥只是我生命中的一頁，我不會讓這一頁去影響我其余的人生。”
