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營養上的不足削弱了她肌肉的生長和發育。除此之外,在那個時代,對于任何一個男芭蕾舞演員來講,她都長得太高了。
Hepburn’s Dream
My mother’s dream was always to be a prima ballerina.
No matter how hard she had trained her most important and formative years had passed and could not be recaptured. The war had been tough on her, and poor nutrition had impaired some of her muscular growth and development. Besides, she was too tall for any male dancer of the era. My mother simply couldn’t compete with the other dancers who had received proper training as well as proper sustenance during the war years. The war had stolen her dream. She remembered going back to her room that day and “just wanting to die.” The dream that had kept her hope alive all those years had just vanished.